Who knew. From myspace to facebook and now back to xanga. Honestly, xanga is more of my thing. I rather blog, express, than to stalk. Life is not easy. After graduating from highschool, I was so excited to be in college, independent (well not really, considering the fact that i still do use my parents money), who knew it would be this hard. True that, how after highschool, your whole life begins to past by really fast.

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i've been hella sick lately..just had bronchitis after the long fever....

over the summer my temper gone bad and for some reason i start bitching at random. My canadian cousin came to visit the state and my 'inconsiderate' self decide to stay home most of the time. With that in schedule, my essays is still on hold. pretty much my life right now is boring ....i got a bad papercut...hurts man

so holy god...work is over..and me typing with a jammed index finger isnt smart...how did i jam it?..welll my hungry butt wanted a snack after my other snack...n clumsy as i always am..my finger was in between the gap of the fridge and freezer ..while opening the door ..i bruised...well how have i been lately? my boo moved out from his lovely home...and why did he do dat? im clear with his point..but im not clear why he hasnt thought bout the long term of it...tsk tsk...while he sleeps in a house of a partying home to all his friends....im also partying my lonely self at home...(in a very lonely tiresome way)....bcuz of the long hours im awake...these bags under my eyes look very attractive according to the mirror...ehhhhhhhhh....good ding..i finish two books.and half way done wit the other...n now im preparing for the ESSAYS..............yikes.....

DamN.....=)

Seriously today is COLD...lol..i was freezing my ass off and blowing my snots..sneezing nonstop inside my work...and currently dat 'work' is at asian art museum...shiet...the inside is like fucking cold....n if you're me...sitting under the air conditioner vent..damn..u'll freeze...lol...dis lady which is like what? 50 years older than me were like 'aww..u go home..ill take over..u seem so cold..' but hey...im committed to my job/internship..so mine as well suck it up and sit there for 5 hours ...=) is so funny tho..cuz yesterday i was down at sac..well not really sac..but RANCHO CORDOVA..which is what? part of sac?well i gues rancho is like daly city in san francisco..(rite next to the other city) and talking about sac..is HOT...hellish hot..i was melting my ass off..and i have never sweat that much...omg..the freaken wind is not wind..it was HEATWAVES...i felt it pinching through my skin...n i dink i got tanner...or maybe im jus so desperate for a tan it jus look like i did...well besides the devastating heat, i had hella fun down at sac. =) why? obviously cuz i was wit boo boo....he was lovely...n we had a great time together ..i love him ...he's soo damn hot and sexy lol..hahah...mm...wat else  ? o yah...im hella craving for some jello...damn jake's mom's jello was like AWSOME...never ate such good jello before haha..my blog ends here...-vy

damn..how long has it been? so long..nobody blogs on xanga no more..is always myspace..

so much ppl dont realize...

it is summer now and im barely half way done with my summer assignment. im struggling to stay alive, lol i wonder how ima put up with the rest. Senior year is just few months ahead; am i ready? i love my babe very much, hopefully he knows dat.

i love you jacob cyril belmonte ingram...love u boo boo